why is it so easy for you to deny me?

 everything is wrong.

all i want to do is cry and sleep.
that's all i think about doing, is sleeping.

my baby has been so good to me lately.
her birthday was yesterday, i loooove her, we had such a good time yesterday and saturday celebrating.
even though i havnt been so good to her today...im sorry






i just don't like being left for alcohol, which believe me has happened too many times.
and baby i'm not trying to guilt you by saying that, please don't think i am. i'm just talking to my livejournal. i know you enjoy it, it's who you are, and you get to be with your friends. thats you. this is me.



i love you sooooo so so so sos o much, you have been so terrific for me

 i'm over a lot of things.
it's hard for me to respect people who don't even respect themselves.
and the worst thing is they don't even think they're doing anything wrong.
WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO POISON YOUR BODY?

i have no tolerance for this kind of behavior, and i'm sorry.
you'll just ruin your life, and the lives around you.

its addie!
san fran sucked...well the city did...kyles car got broken into how lame,
i love allison, its almost our 8th month im excited...im so romantic i am...
i love her though maybe ill do something special...i dont know what,



allisons great in bed....
im horny now....


bye =]


LOVE YOU BABY

dear livejournal,


um, all of my latest entries are really short, mainly because i hardly have anything to say.

well, i'm working tonight, covering for mitchell.
6-close.
id on't mind im not doing anything else, and im not gettin many hours lately.
i did all the laundry, and cleaned addies room-that's how bored i am.

i want to have sex.

it's almost mine and addie's 7 months of dating

i've been talking to myself a lot lately.
i'm glad id on't have friends on this livejournal thing lol or else they would think i'm crazy
40 more weeks of school left, then i have to be an adult.
too much for me to think about, so goodbye.

 first day of school.
boring, just sat in advisory for 6 hours, hot. hot. hot
i want to be friends with the lesbians at our school, but they're all in different cliques. i wish our school had a GSA then maybe we could join forces. lmao, i sound lame.
i want to get a head start on senior exhibition.
im hungry, goodbye

 my baby is sick, she has a fever and swollen glands/tonsils
i think she has tonsilitis

 my mom relapsed.







i just need her to love me.